The more I learn…

The more I learn about American history, and I don’t just mean what we like to tell ourselves, but what actually happened, The more I understand why it’s the most ludicrous of people who take pride in being american. To be a self proclaimed ignorant hick, and be proud of that fact, is just another example of the true hideousness of america. As I’ve come to learn of Victors law, we wrote our history as we needed to be the good guys in our battles. We crucify nazi germany for the death toll on the Jewish community, but America’s genocidal attack on the Native People in what is now North America is outrageous.

It’s no wonder these fucking morons take pride in being homicidal hypocrites, they ARE homicidal hypocrites! Just look at a majority of them referring to the bible and jesus as all loving and all caring except when its convenient to say that god and jesus hate the same people they do because they can’t stand the idea of someone being different than them. 

Am I being a hypocrite for saying I don’t like these bible thumping bigots? NO! For one, I’ve taken the time to understand these asinine fools and after much observation and understanding, I can honestly say, these people are fucking stupid and ignorant. They want to throw the bible down as evidence that god exists, but all that tells you is you can fool a bunch of people into believing in something with the right motivation and reinforcement. By that logic Goku and Gohan are real and at some point earth blew up and was wished back by the dragon of New Namek. Not only do I have written, graphical evidence that these events happened, I have 14 seasons of a complete show showing the growth of a boy to a loving father who fought evil at it’s worse and won!

Pit this shining example of Kurt Goldstein‘s person of self-actualization against some little bitch hanging from a cross, and his gullible father who is so full of hate and so damn stupid that he lets this evil fallen angel determine what happens to his creations instead of making the evil go away, and the clear winner is Goku. All powerful, All loving my ass. Goku is more loving than this pathetic christian god. 

When it comes to being an american, I just happened to be born in the states. Nothing to be proud of. The fact that I have taken the time to understand this country and call it out for the lying piece of shit it is, You’re damn right I’m proud of thinking for myself!


Ducky tie

Ted: Don’t go…I’m sorry…I just….Why didn’t I say it then? Why did I let you get on that plane? Why didn’t I get on it with you? What would our lives be right now if we just…held on? Would I have still run into you at this party tonight….or would we have been there together? We’d go home…to our home. You cook. I do the dishes. I’m happy that you’re happy. But dammit, what if?

Victoria: Do you really want to know the answer to that?

Ted: No, I think it would kill me.

Victoria: Goodbye, Ted.

Ted: Ok, yes. What’s the answer?

Victoria: There is a reason that it didn’t work out between you and me, but it’s not Germany. And I’m willing to bet it’s the same reason none of your other relationships in the last six years have lasted either. It’s Robin.

Ted: No.

Victoria: Yes. She is so much bigger in your world than you realize. And this thing that you’re all doing, you and Barney and Robin, where the three of you hang out at the bar night in, night out, like you’re all just buddies? That doesn’t work, trust me. I’m right about this. Goodbye, Ted.

Future Ted: And sure enough, she was right. It didn’t work. We just didn’t realize it yet.

I’ve noticed a pattern lately with people. They hang on to bad relationships. I’ve watched someone ruin a relationship with someone else over an ex they can’t stop crawling back to. They also ruined their friendship with me because of it. It’s not the first time it’s happened and I can see that very set up in front of my eyes now.

I know this girl likes me, but she’s very distant. I’ve extended my hand to her to hang out, but she ignores it. The last time I tried, she didn’t bother to even say “Sorry, can’t make it.”

Her way of interacting with me after silence the night before is to click like on a bitstips comic I made, making fun of the heart shape. She also posts pictures of her hanging out with a douchebag ex. I’ve been down this road before. I don’t care to see the “Dead End” sign. She even texted me tonight, letting me know shes out at the same bar I met her at. I already decided to stay in. 

I’m not going to walk into that situation again. I don’t want to get hurt because someone else can’t let go of their past. Just putting the effort to hang out with her has been too much, while she hangs out with others at the drop of a hat.